I was rushed to Drs with serious infection and he said I was lucky I hadn't died. He told us in no uncertain terms that there should be no more IVF.
I'm lucky to have him, and to have stayed with the same Dr throughout. I would have kept going over and over and over, and it would have destroyed us both.
Accepting I'll never carry our children - I'm not sure I'll ever get over it, but it is what it is. Hopefully time will tell/ heal/ make it hurt less.
12 MC's is enough for anyone.
12 MC's is too much for anyone.